Lately, I’ve been feeling like something in my life missing
Every since, my cousin died
Apart of my heart was buried with him.
I stopped believing and I stopped dreaming
And started to face all my nightmares.
Holding in my deepest thoughts & my darkest fears.
Want to pour out my soul, but would anyone listen?
Lost in the World, Habitual sinner who commits to winning
Surrounded by true enemies and fake friends.
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This girl I liked,
Every time she called it was about another guy.
So now, I bottle up these feelings and leave em’ inside.
Fuck it,
Truth is I’ve changed…. for the better though.
Live life in my elevated views, so my eyes are always low.
Tired of living fast…
I need to learn to take it slow.
Is it wrong for me to dream?
Am I young to know that Life ain’t really what it seems?
Boy 2 a King
Midget 2 a Giant
It’s kinda funny how I confront my haters
And their loudest thoughts become silent.
I think better when I’m not sober
Fell in love with summer, but it went cold mid-october.
Fuck your emotions lady, my heart cold
Stopped caring about relationships because it comes and goes.
I told you, you were the fucking greatest
But then you left
I ain’t trippin, I gotta couple girls on my line waiting.
Only 18, and I’m feeling like I know it all
Accept me for who I am, and learn to love every and each of my flaws.
Keep my circle close and my family tighter
Crush it up, Roll it up and Pass me the lighter.
Damn, when my problems seem to bring me down.
I hit Calvin up, The outcome is we getting’ higher.
Damn, yo I want it all
Gimme the money, clothes and the fast cars minus the broads
They told me no woman, no problems
My heart broken so these Love issues
I can’t solve them..
